CHALLENGE

Oh my God!!!! Once again.. I'm so unsatisfied with my acting just now. I feel just like an idiot. I dont even have an idea just like my friends. They are a good actor.. How about me?? I admit that i am not going to be an actor. However I am going to do the best as i can during the real role play presentation. Miss Hasnaa made such that face once again to me and i am so..... arghhhhhh. I dont know what i want to say. The duration of acting is ok.but my acting is exactly like a wood. People do not even enjoy my acting. People should call me as a robot. I walk like a robot and i do everything just like a robot. I just read the script that i made before.

The rest of my friends can do it spontanuosly.. Why can't i be like them?? I want the greatest score for my role play presentation. It'll be more easier for me to fly.. Assignments still drive me crazy. I have a lot of things to do in my life. I dont even have single time to enjoy my life. I want to watch movies, buy new clothes and many more. But, how can i do it. My lecturers keep giving us an assignments. Why? We also need some time to rest. INTEC is my first and last university in Malaysia. So this is going to be the greatest memory for me when i was there. Then i'll realise that all of this is just like a drop of water from sea. My russian language lecturer told us that our life there is going to be harder.Honestly, i can't imagine it. What am i going to face there. Is there any discriminations towards the foreigners? Miss Anastacia said, Russia is just like the other country. Whenever you go, there is a discriminations. But Russia is not like the other european country. The native is not going to treat us just like people who live in London or United States. We are not going to be treated like that. We can't even go out at night. Drunk man may do dangerous things towards us. So, for better safety we are not allowed to go out at night. I am guessing, perhaps i am just going to sleep for 4 hours everyday when i was there. If i was placed at Moscow Medical Academy, it is going to be more difficult. Please my sponsorships do not place me at MMA.. Niezhniey Novgorad and Volgograd are better than MMA, perhaps.. It's the same. I can still visit the other places in Russia during holidays. I can go to Saint Petersburg, Mockva and many more... During the long holiday, i can go to europe.. Paris, Milan, Italy, German, United Kingdom and many more. I'll be there for 6 years. I hope there is enough time for me to pay a visit to each european country. I love europe. It's my ambition to further my studies abroad since i was 12. Actually, i wish to further my studies at United Kingdom. But, what can i do. God had decided it for me. Russia. I'm so grateful. It is quite interesting to study there. Ya..

SNOW.. UMFHHHH

HAHA

2 MONTHS TO GO

before i experience it myself

~~~ WHAT ELSE ~~~

this is place where i'm going to futher my studies in medicine

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WHATEVER
THE MIND OF MAN
CAN CONCEIVE
AND BELIEVE
HE CAN ACHIEVE
(((NAPOLEON HILL)))

AN INTELLIGENT PLAN
IS THE FIRST STEP
TO SUCCESS
(((ZIG ZIGLAR)))

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IF YOU CONSISTENTLY
DO YOUR BEST
THE WORST
WONT HAPPEN
((((B.C PORBES)))

LIFE

Life is sarcastic
Life is not about arriving to the destinations
(achieve goals).
Life is a journey.
The journey is a learning process.
We learn, observe and make mistakes.
But that's what learning is...
We have to travel from one level to another
In order to achieve our dreams
Along the journey
We'll need to face a lot of problems
People
Wake up!!!!!
Life is not that easy...
We need to be patient
We need to sacrifice a lot
Especially for me
I'll be leaving this country
In three months
And i'll be there
For almost 6 years
Life is going to be so hard there
I need to cook myself
Oh my God
I dont even know
How to cook fried rice
And
I need to do it on my own
While i'm studying there
It's ok
It's going to train me
To be an independent guy
Do not rely on the other people
Sometimes we have to
But not all the times
Hahhhhhhhhhhh

miss

now i get some time to rest
oyoyo(miss anastacia valerevna trademark)
emmmm
no new assignments
i can go to kl this weekends
to meet my school mates
must be a lot of stories to be shared
hoh
i'm so satisfied with my english presentation on last tuesday
not too much
just ok
but it's better than my previous presentation
my lecturer's smiled at me
and it is not like before
where she looks so sleepy when i'm presenting my point
she's nice
now i'm going to finish up my russian history assignments
i also get a new task for my english subject
i need to act as a doctor
hahahahahahahahahah
good doctor is going to be
good looking too
i am a good looking guy
hohohohohhoho
i'm so proud to be born as who i am today
i miss my friends so much
faez zombi,shah,faris asyraf khoya,afiq bulu hidung,faizal sester magician
haiqal, saleh anak ikan, itriah,hamidah,husna,marhamah,syaima,emilia,syazana,farhana,nadhirah,nadiah,ball,mimie,shahirah,umaira,izzati....
""""ilysm""""" you all
hope you are doing well
good luck in whatever you are doing

FEEL HAPPIER

lalalalalalalalalalalalal
feel bored
what do i wanna write????
nothing
see you later

ARGHHHHHH

hmmmmmmmmm
feel happier now
no more assignments for now
ahhhhhhh
i'm so satisfied with my presentation this morning
and miss hasnaa also smiling at me
uhhhh
i'm so happy
got new task to do
ACTING!!!!!!!!!!
i'm not the best actors
but i will try to act emotionally
with my partner
calwin
he's a going to be a good actor
always laughing
just like a crazy guy
alalalalalalalalalala
keep it as a secret
people

LIFE IS SARCASTIC

hahahahahahahahahahaha
life is sobs, sniffles and exciting...........
once again,,,,,
huh
got no idea what i wanna write
got new friendssss
hahahahahaha
got new gift from my sister
branded watch
which worth approximately rm300
so excited
no idea how to take care of it
any suggestions??????
am i going crazy
asking nobody
maybe because of assignments
it drives me crazy.....
i'll be able to use to it after this
hope so
hahahaha
"""ilysm assignments"""""""
i love you so much assignments....
i do????????

WITH LOVE

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalal
feel happier now
new friends
new environment
new surrounding
new room-mate
new housemate
new classroom
new lecturers
everything is new
INTEC
my first and last university in malaysia
this is what i want since i was 12
Nur Amalina Che Bakri is my inspiration
instead of my parents and my siblings
my beloved parents encouraged me a lot from the beginning until now
i will fullfil my dreams
god willing
got no time to enjoy my life
just focus on my studies
cant go to klcc
mid valley
time square
even visit my friends at the other preparation college
let gone be by gone

ASSIGNMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ASSIGNMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH MY GOD....
life at campus is not that easy.....
i have to learn something independently instead of learn it from my lecturer's......
i dont even know what to say.....
unspeechless....
all this drive me crazy.....
i wish i had a nightmare, but it is a reality....
i'm so unsatisfied with my english presentation.....
i'm not like that...
but i have done the best as i could......
i made a slideshow and i just read what i wrote in the slideshow...
i dont even have enough time to do some research on the topics.....
however,,,,,,,,, what can i do.......
let gone be by gone......
i'll do the best on the next presentation......
i know that i can do better than that......
maybe my english lecturer's has started to judge me.....
maybe she thinks that i'm sooo boring....
unknowledgeable and many more.....
i'm so sad.....
she's always staring at me after the presentation.........
i felt so scared at that time.....
this is going to be a motivation to me so that i'll do better on the next presentation not just for english subject but also physics, biology, russia, russian history or even islamic subjects............
before this, life is not that hard just like now.....
i sleep at 2a.m and wake up at 645am to perform subuh prayer..... i guess you know what i did after that... continue sleeping until 10 or 11am........ hah
now, i need to sleep at almost 12pm and wake up at 6am......
i have no time to enjoy my life.....l
after this,,,,, life will be more difficult as i'll be staying at foreign country......
i dont even know what am i going to face there..
at first,,,,, i feel so excited to further my studies there....
however,,, after my russian history lecturer's told us a little bit about the country and the university,,,,, MY heart fall down...... it is not like what i think.....
just be patient......
life is so boring without challenges.....

HaPpY??????

lalalalalalalalalalalaa
i took 7 subjects here at INTEC..........
the best subject???????
russia,,, of course...
i was taught by miss anactacia....
frankly speaking,,,,,, she's gorgeous.....
she' s so happy go lucky....
i like her because she's a good lecturer and she's kind too.....
physics, chemistry, biology, russia language, russian history, english and agama islam are the subjects that i studied here....
at first i feel so frustrated towards physics....
guess what?????
i dont even understand what mr hamizan teach us.....
luckily, today(9 jun 2009) i started to understand what he teaches me......
physics is not that easy like what i learnt during spm......
i will work harder on this subject....
he's a simple guy just like the other......
weird things about him is he likes to.......................................
lalalalalalalalalalalalal
chemistry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i learn it from miss hasratul nadiah
my favourite subjects during spm.......
now, it is still easy....
but we are going to learn about new things in a few days.......
at that time, i will get frustrated too just like when i learn physics....
i dont think so, insyaAllah...... chemistry is not that difficult......
if i set my mind saying that chemistry is difficult,,,,, then it will become difficult...
hope it is not so.....
biology......
maam khaniza teaches me this subject
yoyoyyoyoyyoyoy
rocking the air.........
i love this subjects....
it requires my memorizing skills.....
she makes it become easier....
it looks so simple.....
hope so......
lalalalalalalala
agama islam
profesor madya sharifah zahra is going to teach me this subject
at first, i feel quite sleepy just like when i was at sester,,,,,,, sekolah menengah sains kuala terengganu,,,,,, my beloved school ever which ranked at the 1 ranking in terengganu,, 5 from all of boarding schools in malaysia and number 10 in malaysia.....
what a great school......
lalalalalalalal
i'm so proud to be sesterianz........

LiFe iS nOt ThAt EaSy LiKe wHaT wE tHoUgHt....

what a hectic life..... life is sobs, sniffles and exciting..............
i'm going to achieve what i want........ first of all being a gynecologist is my ambition since i was small.... Besides, i choose this field because nowadays the percentage of woman with gynecological problems have increased greatly... By becoming a gynecologist, i hope i can help those in need of medical care...... I also hope that the percentage of malaysian citizen with gynecological problem will fluctuate.... Moreover, i want to serve to the government as the number of gynecologist in this country is in small amount... When i see doctors saving people's life, i always's tell myself that i want to be a doctor too....... Certainly there are people and family who have influenced me along the way....
"~~ "" fiNaLly ,,, eFfOrtS tUrn InTo aCcOmPLishMenTs (mY dReaM's ComE tRuE) ....i'Ll bE lEaViNg ThiS cOunTrY iN tHreE moNthS.... "" tHanK's GoD (aMiNnNnNn) T_T... hoWeVer, i Do fEeL sAd ToO.... waAaAa I LoVe INTEC(InteRnAtiOnAl EdUcAtIoN CeNtRe)".... frankly speaking,, lalalalalalalala.............
ASSIGNMENT DRIVE ME CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
student's life....
huh
lalalalalalalalalalala
just be patient........
i wish my lecturer's can be more tolerate with us....
do feel pity for us.........