ASSIGNMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ASSIGNMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH MY GOD....
life at campus is not that easy.....
i have to learn something independently instead of learn it from my lecturer's......
i dont even know what to say.....
unspeechless....
all this drive me crazy.....
i wish i had a nightmare, but it is a reality....
i'm so unsatisfied with my english presentation.....
i'm not like that...
but i have done the best as i could......
i made a slideshow and i just read what i wrote in the slideshow...
i dont even have enough time to do some research on the topics.....
however,,,,,,,,, what can i do.......
let gone be by gone......
i'll do the best on the next presentation......
i know that i can do better than that......
maybe my english lecturer's has started to judge me.....
maybe she thinks that i'm sooo boring....
unknowledgeable and many more.....
i'm so sad.....
she's always staring at me after the presentation.........
i felt so scared at that time.....
this is going to be a motivation to me so that i'll do better on the next presentation not just for english subject but also physics, biology, russia, russian history or even islamic subjects............
before this, life is not that hard just like now.....
i sleep at 2a.m and wake up at 645am to perform subuh prayer..... i guess you know what i did after that... continue sleeping until 10 or 11am........ hah
now, i need to sleep at almost 12pm and wake up at 6am......
i have no time to enjoy my life.....l
after this,,,,, life will be more difficult as i'll be staying at foreign country......
i dont even know what am i going to face there..
at first,,,,, i feel so excited to further my studies there....
however,,, after my russian history lecturer's told us a little bit about the country and the university,,,,, MY heart fall down...... it is not like what i think.....
just be patient......
life is so boring without challenges.....